True friend and family -,-

Saddest birthday ever. Haha. Yeke ? Ntah laaa. Now I know who's my real friend is. Now I know who really love me. And the sad thing is, among all the 'FRIENDS' I had, only 5  of them truly love me. Haha. So sad right. The rest of them just started to wish me when they see Furqon's post on my wall wishing me HB. So sad laaa. And to know that actually, my family also forgotten about my birthday is really upsetting me. I'm so upset. Look like for the past 4 years, my birthday was filled with tears. And I never forgot about their birthday. Not even once. Yeah, maybe I didn't wish. But it seems like they totally forgotten about me. Whatever laa.  I just hate it. Now I'm stuck in my room, and I won't come out from here. Because tears are falling down my cheeks. Haha. Whatever. Bye :D

Happy Birthday Maryam Faahkaruddin. May Allah bless you. Note this, I love you and will always love you. I love you just the way you are. Don't ever forget that. Learn from your mistake and try to improve yourself. Don't trust anyone except yourself. Find your true friend okay. Stand for what you believe and never doubt that. Allah first then Rasulullah then your family then your friend. Listen to your parents. I love you Maryam Faahkaruddin

*letter from me to me. Haha. Happy Birthday to me :) . 

Today, Tomorrow and Forever, I Love You

Aku suka tajuk tu. Sebab apa, quotes tu ada dekat benda dia bagi dekat aku dulu. Haha. Jujur aku cakap, aku rindu dia. Aku rindu FHJ aku. Aku rindu atok aku. Aku sayang dia sekarang nih. Sayang sangat. Tapi aku tak biarkan rasa sayang ni take over me. sebab aku taknak sakit macam dulu. susah hidup weh kalau macam tu. Aku menyesal dengan apa aku da buat dekat dia dulu. Serious menyesal. Aku harap dia boleh terima aku balik. Tapi aku takut nak minta. Takut dia taknak terima and lastly aku jugak malu. Sedih kann. tapi whatever laaa. Now aku ngan dia just kawan je. Kan atok kan. Even just kawan, aku still happy <3

p/s ni dia. even dia tak handsome pun, dia baik sangat. 

ada aku kesah kau fikir apa pun. Bagi aku dia tetap comel :D

btw, ni gambar lama dia laa. Aku still simpan :D

Pemimpin Selangor 2011 Terbaik :D

26.09.2011, hari Isnin, bermula laa persekolahan seperti biasa. Pergi sekolah, ready nak perhimpunan. Then tiba tiba Pn Normala aka Mama Zol panggil aku cakap nak jumpa. Aku mula pelik laaa sebab apa. Lepas tu dia cakap, dia nak suruh aku pergi Kursus Kepimpinan Ketua Pengawas Sekolah Menengah Peringkat Negeri Tahun 2011 pada 26-29 September 2011 di Kem Idaman Nurani, Hulu Langat. Aku da terkejut gila. Hari ni pulakk. Aku cakap okay aku boleh pergi. Tapi kenapa Saifullah tak pergi ? Cikgu cakap Saifullah nak ambil netbook. Okay fine aku pergi. lepas da settle perhimpunan semua, aku pun balik, siap packing apa semua. memang kelam kabut gilaa laaa wa cakap luu. beg zip tercabut laaa apa laaa. nasib laaa dia suruh kumpul kat SM jee. Da sampai sana, nampak Naim, budak kem Biodiversity. lepas tu jumpa Nadhirah Ennaidi pulakk. Haa. time ni aku da lega sebab ada membe. Lepas tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu nak dekat dua jam depan SM tu, baru bas datang. Haishh. Sabar jelaa. Perjalanan 1 jam je. Okay. Intro da habis. Haha. Sebenarnya, wa nak cakap ni je, Kem ni sumpah best gilaaaa ! Tak sangka Pemimpin Pemimpin Negeri Selangor ni semua gempak gempak. Pengalaman ni aku sorang je ada dekat sekolah tu. Korang ada korang ada ? takda kan ? Aku je ada. Haha Bangga weh jumpa diorang. Aku tak beli video kem ni. So, agak menyesal jugak laaa. But, Eyra tolong uploadkan. Thanks Eyraa. Lapchuuu <3. Ni haa kalau nak tengok  Kp Kp sayang

*Backwood cooking. credit to Su <3

*makan di tepi sungai selepas memasak <3

*Nadhirah Ennaidi <3 - SEMERBAK

*Nur Husnina <3 - Taman Sri Selayang

*mandi sungai. Sumpah best gilaaa <3

*Auni Afif yang cool <3

*Nazifi Zulkifly yang handsome <3 

*I adore him <3

* Group 7 <3

*Group kesayangan nad, Group kain kapan katanya <3

* Mat Kilau No 1 ! ! ! <3

*Lepak-ing malam terakhir <3

*Siti Nurlaili Karim <3

*Coolest Dormmate ever <3 <3

*Fasi yang sporting bersama Tn. Zul <3

*Auni Afif, Hazzan- penghulu, Nuril - Best of the best <3

*kawan Bapak babi <3

*kawan bapak babi kepenatan <3

*abang comel Nad <3

*Taiko FC <3

*Setiausaha, Pengerusi, Taiko <3, Bendahari <3

*suka gambar ni. Kau nak cakap aku menggatal ? Sukati aku laaa. Tak kacau kau pun <3