I need someone right now. But I can't seem to find the right person for that someone. And suddenly it hit me. I don't really have real friend. From hundreds of friends in FB,  Numerous number of friends in school, I just don't have that one person I can share all of my happiness, my sadness, my joy and all that. I'm so pathetic right. Yeah I am. No one want me. I'm just a nobody.

I need someone to stop my tears from flowing. Oh yea.
Sorry for breaking my promise to you.
Sorry I lie to you about being okay.
Sorry for pretending and for being a hypocrite.
I really am. I don't know how to say this to you.

I'm so sorry :'(

I know its hard

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hai. da lama kan tak update. Like lama gilaaaaaaaaaa. Haa. Like ada orang nak baca pulak kan. 

Kay. boleh tukar bahasa tak ? Jap ehh ^^

Okay. Here we go. Actually the reason I wanted to write here is because I want to announce something

I'm officially done with him.

that's all. thank you. It's a long story. And I don't have the courage to write here. My tears might burst out. AGAIN. But I promised him that I won't cry because it seems to hurt him that I'm crying because of him. But what can I do, I'm a sensitive girl. But I'll try not to cry. He said that this is just temporary cause it seems like he's having a problem that he won't tell me. But who knows right. Anything can happen. Beside, we never go out together. All I can say here is, Iloveyousomuch and Imissyousomuch. You've never done anything wrong to me. Please stop apologising. It hurts me. That's all. Live your life happily. All I want is for you to be happy. Okay, before I cry again, I'll stop here. Goodbye :)

Don't make my life miserable ! ! !

I Hate it when I;m period. It makes me wanna punch someone and scream my voice out. To my LOVELY someone, Plaesa please please make sure you CLEAN MY room WHen ever you made a mess out of it. Especially when I'm period My emosion is up and down. I ****ing hate it. Ohmaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiii. If every time you came back and made a mess in MY room and never clean it, I think you better stay at you dorm or whatever. Just because you;re sick, doesnt mean you can do anything ! Just because you have that and made you can't move, Doesnt mean you can't get up. If you can walk to another room to on call with your beloved boyfriend, you surely can do it ! Seriously, DON'T MESS UP WITH ME WHEN I'M MENSTRUATE ! UNDERSTOOD !

Hai Assalamualaikum, finally, hari ni  dapat jugak online. baru 3 hari sekolah tapi da macam busy setahun. Memang banyak kerja. Nak buat jadual pengawas laaa, ronda laaa, jadual lagi and lagi and lagi. Pening tau sebenarnya buat jadual nih. Aku terpaksa guna masa belajar untuk buat jadual sebab nak cepat. yang Kp aku si Saifullah tu dia duduk sebelah aku dalam kelas memang happy gila. Kerja dia, ronda, ronda, ronda. Aku je yang banyak paperwork. Apa apa paperwork mest cikgu suruh aku. tapi takpa. Aku suka mem-busy kan diri. Sekarang kan, miss Nirmala suruh tulis jurnal tiap tiap hari so jarang laaa online blog ni.

Tadi minah text suruh call. Then aku call laa. Dia cakap dia pergi JJ jumpa 'dia' . Then minah cakap, kayrolzzzzzzzzzzz suruh pesan bagi tahu aku handphone dia hilang lagi. LAGI . Da 3 ke 4 kali phone dia hilang termasuk yang ni. Untung laaa kaya da kerja boleh main hilang hilang phone kan. Ish, suka sangat kan -.- . Okay saya admit saya rindu dia sangat sangat. Imissyousomuch. da bape hari tak text since start sekolah hari tu. Lama kan ? Tapi dia kerja, nak buat macam mana. Takpa laaa. Yang I tahu, I sayang you okay. Takecare. Iloveyou. and and and, jangan kerja kuat sangat. Rest laaa sekali sekala kay :D