Hai Assalamualaikum. Hari ni, 08072012, SMKIH mengadakan kejohanan balapan dan padang dekat stadium MPS. Aku, Mya, Cha, Jihah, and Yun pergi dengan cikgu Zaini. Harini memang KRS gempak laaa. Even BANYAK gila salah, tapi tetap menang. Heee. Tadi buat persembahan memang best. Tapi memang malu laaa. Sebab dia duduk betul betul duduk depan aku and boleh pulak aku salah kekanan lurus. huuu. serious malu. Memang tak pandang muka dia langsung lepas tuu. Masa perbarisan first first memang aku rasa pening gilaaa. Panas pulak tuu. Lepas tu pandang atas tempat duduk tu, cari punya cari punya cari, naru jumpa atok tuu. Tengok rambut dia, Ya Allah, sakainyaaa. memang rimas tengok rambut diaa. Tapi takpa. Hihi. Lepas tu kan, time nak habis, tunggu keputusan semua, Sedi fotografi tak rasmi. Pandang laaa dia jugaaak. Dalam hati sebenarnya nak tangkap gambar dengan diaa. Tapi maluu. Last last beranikan diri jugak.  Heee. Gambar ngan dia da duaa. Mesti korang fikir, eleh dua je kan. Tapi dia ni susah nak tangkap gambar. So, aku sangat happy. Hihi. Tinggi dia ? Tetap sama dengan aku. Heeee. Rindunya dekat diaaa. lama tak lepak sama sama. Haiaaa. Haha. Takpa takpa. Sabar maryam. K laaah. tu je nak cerita sebenarnyaa. Heeee. Gambar dia dengan aku ? Eksklusif. Aku sorang je boleh ada. Hihihi

Berhabuk sudaaah ;)

Hai hai hai. Assalamualaikum. Lama gila gila gila tak update blog kan. Sampai ada orang tu marah aku and asyik tanya aku bila aku nak update blog ni. Ye I know you miss me. I miss you too. Haha. LOL. Okaaay kawan okay. Baru dapat full result for peperiksaan pertengahan tahun. Result tersangat sangat sangat laaa teruk. Jangan tanya berapa. tak sanggup nak bagi tahu. I will study harder and smarter. Tolong ehh. Hmm. My life ? Hmm. Ntah laa. Okay kott. One thing my sayang farah ajar aku, Jangan sayang orang lain lebih dari aku sayang dia. Haha. Time dia cakap ni aku tengah sesak nafas. Boleh pulak dia buat lawak. Haha. Aku sayang kau laaa Farah. Hee. Aku couple ngan dia pun sebab nak lupakan orang tu. Tapi aku rasa aku still ada feeling lagi dekat dia walaupun aku sayang jugak dekat couple aku ni. So maknanya dia kawan istimewa aku. Aku taknak lost contact dengan dia. Ingat tau u. Jangan u berani sombong dengan I. Lempang satu kang u dapat. Haha. Rindu ohh nak lepak dengan u. Haha. Weekk. Couple aku ? Percaya tak dia budak form 4 and dia laaa budak yang orang kata apa, gangster. Haha. Tapi aku tak kesah. Janji dia baik dengan aku and dia dengar cakap aku. Dia dengar cakap aku bila aku suruh dia berhenti smoke. Hope sangat dia tak tipu aku cakap dia da berhenti. Aku memang jarang jumpa dia pun. So hopefully laaa.

Now, nak cerita pasal marah pulak. Ada ke hari tu dia pernah post kat wall ex dia cakap yang 'saya sayang awak     kawan ' . Lepas tu boleh pulak main balas balas comment. Memang tak laa. Dah laa aku tengah badmood time tu. dengan tak sihatnya dengan selsemanya. Memang susah laa kan dia nak pujuk aku. tapi aku okay da sekarang. Sweet ? huh. Landsung tak -,- . Sekarang ni pulak aku tengah geram kat jantan sorang kat rumah aku. Kerja dia tido membungkang je dekat rumah ni. Mak suruh amik taknak. Kalau dah tahu tak reti nak bangun, jangan amik kereta laaa bongok. aku tak suka. Hapar ada anak lelaki tapi tak gunaa. Huh. Aku tak suka laki harem macam nih. Tolong jangan contohi yaa. Haha. Aku rasa da banyak kot aku membebel hari ni. Bila ada kesempatan aku update lagi kay sayang blogiie. Hee. Iloveyouall. Especially Capital S and Capital F ;)

Hai Assalamualaikum. Kesian Blog kita da lama tak update. Takda masa laaa. Soooo BUSY. I'm living my life happily now. I'm happy with my friends and families and teachers. Enjoying my school day as it would be my last year. My feelings ? My heart ? How to say ahh ? If malay they would say 'Jiwa Kacau' . I'm so confused with my feelings right now. When I see couples everywhere and how sweet they could be, I missed him. But my ego had stopped me from contacting him since 21st march.

Oh yeah, 21st march is when all my seniors take their result. I was so nervous as if it was me who gonna take the result. I teased him about taking the result before that day. The truth is, that day, I didnt tugas because I was waiting for him. I was waiting for like two hours but I didnt see him while all my friends keep telling me they saw him and asked me about his result. I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA. Dont ask me. I breaks my heart. FYI, my heart is as sensitive as a 5 year old girl okaaay. So please beware. Haha. LOL. Okaay what else haa ? Hmm. No idea. Kbaai

Hai Assalamualaikum. Ktahu da lama tak update kan. Serious busy kot sekarang. Almost everyday balik lambat. Then bila balik siap siap makan mandi solat semua terus pergi tuition. K serious penat.

Now life aku more to friend and school. Boys ? Hmm. I don't know. I still think about him. I never forget him. But dia macam malas da nak text or IM aku so aku pun tak nak kesah dah laaaa. I wish my feeling toward him will gone. I wish he'd say that he's no longer love me so that I can let him go. And I wish, I'll not miss him  like I do right now. How I wish all of this will happen.

I need someone right now. But I can't seem to find the right person for that someone. And suddenly it hit me. I don't really have real friend. From hundreds of friends in FB,  Numerous number of friends in school, I just don't have that one person I can share all of my happiness, my sadness, my joy and all that. I'm so pathetic right. Yeah I am. No one want me. I'm just a nobody.

I need someone to stop my tears from flowing. Oh yea.
Sorry for breaking my promise to you.
Sorry I lie to you about being okay.
Sorry for pretending and for being a hypocrite.
I really am. I don't know how to say this to you.

I'm so sorry :'(

I know its hard

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hai. da lama kan tak update. Like lama gilaaaaaaaaaa. Haa. Like ada orang nak baca pulak kan. 

Kay. boleh tukar bahasa tak ? Jap ehh ^^

Okay. Here we go. Actually the reason I wanted to write here is because I want to announce something

I'm officially done with him.

that's all. thank you. It's a long story. And I don't have the courage to write here. My tears might burst out. AGAIN. But I promised him that I won't cry because it seems to hurt him that I'm crying because of him. But what can I do, I'm a sensitive girl. But I'll try not to cry. He said that this is just temporary cause it seems like he's having a problem that he won't tell me. But who knows right. Anything can happen. Beside, we never go out together. All I can say here is, Iloveyousomuch and Imissyousomuch. You've never done anything wrong to me. Please stop apologising. It hurts me. That's all. Live your life happily. All I want is for you to be happy. Okay, before I cry again, I'll stop here. Goodbye :)

Don't make my life miserable ! ! !

I Hate it when I;m period. It makes me wanna punch someone and scream my voice out. To my LOVELY someone, Plaesa please please make sure you CLEAN MY room WHen ever you made a mess out of it. Especially when I'm period My emosion is up and down. I ****ing hate it. Ohmaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiii. If every time you came back and made a mess in MY room and never clean it, I think you better stay at you dorm or whatever. Just because you;re sick, doesnt mean you can do anything ! Just because you have that and made you can't move, Doesnt mean you can't get up. If you can walk to another room to on call with your beloved boyfriend, you surely can do it ! Seriously, DON'T MESS UP WITH ME WHEN I'M MENSTRUATE ! UNDERSTOOD !